Poker

played poker with 6 of my best friends. they all laughed at me and went off 'to the shop' to crack up in private, then got back to drinking doing bowls and playing the game. thought that was pretty awesome. Turns out poker is quite easy when your head isnt full of dysphoria and depression and booze, i came 2nd! had a great time. left my car lights on so flattened the battery and had to walk all the way home in a dress. wasnt too phased. usually idve been really angry and stressed but just laughed and practiced walking. amazing the difference coming out makes to your internal feelings. SO GOOD
i cant wait till i can switch over 24/7. itl be a long time to that but thats cool, one step at a time.
The next day we all went out drinking, i got some funny looks but had a great time! Horribly hungover the next day mind! love my mates.